Rants

Fill my lungs with smoke
As I dig a deeper hole
I am betrayed
You unloyal mother fuk
This situation is only getting worse
Your cruelty makes me sick
I despise your soul
You fuking sick fuk
Rest In Peace with your truly beloved
Your cheating whore
An apology will not suffice
You created this device
I forgave a million times
You should shovel your own ground

I’ll fill my lungs with smoke
Before I break down
Just another break down
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel for you
Your stench wreaks in my nose
STAY TRUE?
Ya, FUK YOU
You don’t even know what it meant
Where I come from
My souls burning is disguise
From disgust
You’re just a bitch and I’m a bad mother fuker
If you only knew who I am you’d see
You’ll never fuk with another like me

You’re just the pig from my dreams

December 20, 2015 4:32am

I’m sorry I’m not the type to fake it til I make it..
Make pretend life is #blessed while I struggle for the things I pretend came easy,
Say yes to things I could only cold heartedly agree to,
Be the person who always smiles in the worst circumstances just for personal gain,
Forget about love because of a boss who tells me I won’t succeed without being single- he tries to touch me everyday..
Stay with someone in fear for my future,
Stay with a team or crew full of greed and selfishness knowing I could succeed with them but be treated terribly until then,
Fake a personality to be accepted by someone,
Tell a lie to maintain a lifestyle,
Tell a lie to “get someone’s back” I barely even know,
Say “I love you” to people who only call me when they are in need,
Party with people who are the cities Valerians
Sorry but not sorry, I will hold my ground and peace.
I forgive you for seeking me in your petty time of need.
I forgive you for using me.
For taking my money and time.
For making me the thing that keeps your head up.
I am okay.
And I am okay without having anything.. Or anyone clouding my soul.
Clouding my life.
I am okay.

I Felt Like Talking

Disgusting Pig From My Dreams

I’m O.K.